maracas!

i have the best boyfriend ever.
for my birthday
-he cooked for me (it was really good)
-surprized me by serving dinner in my room
-had great sex
-gave me the little mermaid on DVD
-as well as these beautiful earrings
-put candles in a pint of ben and jerry's
-watched the little mermaid
-had great sex. again.
-fell asleep together.

i have no idea what i'm going to do for the rest of my life.


i think this is a problem.

dear sterling berry-whitlock,
please die.
yours truely,
alice elizabeth cosgrove.

Opening Credits:
trip like i do- the crystal method

Waking Up:
good times, bad times- led zeppelin

First Day At School:
too much food- jason mraz

Falling In Love:
cat people (putting out fire)- david bowie

Fight Song:
blindfolded- saves the day

Breaking Up:
i never said i loved you-kaki king... that works

Prom:
not what it seems- something corporate

Life's OK:
an ode to no one- smashing pumpkins

Mental Breakdown:
testosterone-bush

Driving:
change it- stevie ray vaughan

Flashback:
selfish man- flogging molly

Getting Back Together:
no reason- ben kweller

Wedding:
Starman- Seu Jorge

Birth of Child:
3 AM - matchboxtwenty

Death Scene:
brand new cadillac- the clash

Funeral Song:
baby blue- the early november

End Credits:
still a fool- muddy waters

fuck vassar. if i had one, i'd make them suck my dick.

i hate eating when i'm high because i never feel satisfied. just more hunger.


oh well.

i really need to go grocery shopping. i'm eating peanutbutter straight from the jar. because it's all i have.

so this year is a lot more different than i expected. or what i had hoped, at least. mostly things are going well. my classes are bearable and haven't gotten too difficult yet. i've been playing a-sides at the rugby games and making more friends on the team. tj is amazing. but living in o'hare is kinda lonely, especially since crystal is never around. i spend a lot of time sitting in the room either watching shitty television or surfing the internet, or hanging out in finlay to visit people. i liked it when all i had to do was walk down the hallway for entertainment. yea i'm in a nicer dorm, but i really only know a handful of people who live here.

blech. in other news, i saw the flaming lips last night and it was so fricken' incredible. it was such a fabulous show. it was a real spectacle with confetti, balloons, strobe lights, fog machines, santa and alien costumes, lazer lights, nun puppets, giant hands... it was pure craziness that only the flaming lips could create.

i should be doing work.

shit, i got mad sunburn, yo. it stinks. or stings, for that matter.


<3 alice.

so...... i do have a roommate. her name is crystal, she's a senior from the bronx. we'll see how everything goes.

harkness day

monday (8/14) at 2 pm. meet at my house or at the park


call me if you can come, or if i need to adjust times. the boy is going to be there, and i really want everyone to meet him.


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alrighty, shirley and i are planning a prom party, aka a gathering where gowns are worn, and we need to find a date that accomidates everyone, so when is everyone leaving for school and work schedules and such.

p.s. no boys allowed.

ah aaron renninger, why on earth are you writing on my wall? what prompted this facebook outburst?

i am going to see him in t-minus twelve hours and i am so fucking excited. i can't sleep.

my life is controled by something that doesn't exist.

i rescued a baby catbird today. it was very frail and adorable. i hope it will be okay.

1. find a job
2. get my period
3. arrange trip to long island
4. get in shape
5. mail wren's necklace
6. go to bed

i officially sold my soul to satan.

and not surprisingly, feel vacuous and empty. devoid, even.

six days... i'm so excited. i can't wait.

i wish i had money. that would make the situation better.

i'm excited that joanie will be here in two days.

i should probably remove tj's ex from my buddy list as to not become a ridiculously jealous girlfriend and compulsive away-message checker.

i really hope we can have a girls night tomorrow.

i hope that i will get a call from my (hopefully) future boss tomorrow.

my bellybutton hurts slightly, but looks good.

i would be happy if it were sunny tomorrow.

i need to lose those last few pounds.

i am rereading harry potter books to keep myself busy.

leigh and i are going to become prostitutes, despite my boyfriend's disapproval.

i need to go to the dentist

i need to get my hair cut

i need money.

i need it to be tuesday.

this could have quite possibly been one of the best weekends of my life. this kid is so amazing.